A bit late today but my hands kinda itching so i just type what i want to say and i m off!! Earlier this morning, i felt so tired. Never had this feeling for a long time. After a bath, i felt better. On my way to work, i found my pocket was heavier than usual. My new phone is quite heavy. Normally i will get a lighter phone but i was so attracted to Nokia E63's qwerty keyboard. Sorry jialeong! bought your phone. >< different colour though.. hehe!! On Monday, I had a good day. haha! everything is enjoyable. Only if time stops. U are breathtaking every time i think of you. and i will remember this day forever. its directly one month after my birthday and its special. really special..
The fun has just begun. !!
I M USING EXCUSES TO COVER MY ASS. WDF HAVE I DONE.
I m frustrated at myself once again for being random again. i didn't even know wad i m talking about and it has been attacking me. Why do i think about myself only? Why do i say something that has no link to the talk that we have. Whats wrong with me? Seriously i might be insane for saying the wrong answer. WHAT AM I THINKING???? AM I TRYING TO DIE???? If i could shut my bloody mouth with a zip on, i will be fine. My brain likes to think of nonsense and i donno y i cant control it. Its frustrating, i... was wrong. Dead wrong.
Lets make a wish. i wish to go back like we were before. no mistakes, no nothing. everything seems different now and its not turning back but it has been moving and moving on. my meaning is still the same. it hasn't change from the start. same words but different outcomes. Good changes will come and bad days will pass.
My dad just told me in the morning that we should be happy because we are still breathing. quite true and i will keep breathing and making the best out of my life. I will not want to regret a small mistake that might hurt again. Changes must be made to me. Fast..
Stressed, beaten, trashed, but not out. many things happened in this few days and i am quite stressed out by it. Everyday i look into the walls and see nothing but my shadows. every time i asked myself whether i have done the best and i am stuck without an answer. I want to do better but i always felt that i have not done enough. I wish everyday is simply fun and enjoyable but that is not life. I will slowly get used to it and by the time it happens again, i will learn to deal with it. Not getting affected is the most important as it affects everything i am doing. Trust me. I will not give up. Trust me. I will try more and more. Trust me. I love u.
Every time i meet you, i feel so relaxed and whatever i do is so worth it because it is just for you. =]
nothing to post. nothing much happened today. just more love. =]
I m special because u made me special. =] i love you.
Everyday is like a same old routine with a little colour added to it. it feels as if there's a rainbow after every rain. =] I won't be a disappointment i promise.Even if i always speak my mind,every single word comes from the bottom of my heart. I will try and bring happiness with a little surprise to your life. If i fail to do it, u can hit my head as hard as u want.=x =] <3 I just hope time slows so i can enjoy every moment with you. Wish u have no regrets being with me, cause i will be there always. All the time.. Forever.
P.S. : Love you as long as ever.<3.E.
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Mixed emotions everywhere. feeling sad but my work wants me to smile. feeling low but have to look happy. but the most important thing is that i will always be with the one i love. really love. <3
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Days past but love reminds. Everyday i will improve and be a better me. Hope to be home at nite so i can enjoy the moment with u and u only. no other. =]
Nothing much to blog about but i want to let you know that i won't be upset over small matters. Everything is worth it in the end.=]
its a enjoyment for me now. To make u happy. =]
Work,rest,play. My daily schedule for now. Late for work when i set my alarm at 9am and the worst ting was i did not hear anything and sleep till 11.30. x.x wake up in horror. LOLs. Every morning is the most joyous thing right now. a greeting on a new day is so nice. Every time i re-read it i smile to myself. =]
Simply amazing =] Love quotes like this.I want you to want me.
I love you to love me.
I trust you to trust me.
I rely on you to rely on me.
I believe in you to believe in me.
I stay with you to stay with me.
we need each other the same way and its amazing. =]
3rd of Oct. =]
Don't stop!!!!
No matter how much u hate doing it, just try! don't stop! maybe it's the stupid questions that they ask but it's how people start things. Take it easy and everything will past very soon. Cheer up and i hope u will be happy all the time.
P.S. : when u are happy. I'm happy. =]
Hope you have a gd nite!!!! sweet dreams!!! =]
Can't find a template today and its getting late. have to wait till tmr ba!! btw, Have a gd nite and rest well. =] my soul will be there to guard u wherever u go. =]
Love her RT!!! love her more.. LOL
[Esther]
[Huai Min]
[Jun Jie]
[Derrick]
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