I wanna ask you straight but i don't dare!! how come? I wish i can do it.
And, the girls that i talk to are my really close frens, no other feelings. cus my feelings are always stick to you.
Actually on the day when i ask you out to pool u didnt go and ended up going to eat with him i m kinda sad. =) haha, donno y.
Wish to do enough. =D
WAKE UP, work! lunch! work! then go find Jessica, go my house take the present! then go eat! LOL.
I was just bored and have nothing to do so i just randomly type those words. I cannot forget about you, neither can i forget about anything. You must make a decision, a decision that will 100% hurt someone. Its inevitable. it's part of life. I just wanna stay happy because i m following what you wanted me to be. I no longer emo like i used to be. I wanna be the happy person that can cheer u up whenever u are down. Sometimes bad memories stays with us so we can see how much the person improves. I hope u were just testing me but its no longer a test. I have love you deep enough but how much i loved you, i wont get the past back. Let's look forward to the future with open arms and welcome it with all we can. Because i m always waiting for a right timing.
"Nothing is too much for you, and i will do anything and everything for you."
Just to see that wonderful smile on your beautiful face, its always the most important thing in my life. Am i think too much again? Maybe not. I m dreaming.
Its hard to love someone without learning. and when u learnt it, its no longer the same person.
Nov 7 2009. wanted to post on that day but was too tired to do it so i wait till today. Dream of it again. and i hope i didnt left out any part.
We met at 10.20am because i am late.(emergency!*toilet*) Accidentally stepped on your shoe with my scandals, asked me not to wear it when we go out tgt again! =x After that we took 812 to safra for pool!! wasnt really good at it but my coaching not bad ah? HAHA I still remember the table number! 10!!!. Around 3pm, we stopped playing and went to eat. walked from yishun to khatib but still can't find what we wanted. =x Gave a weird decision of going to amk hub for food and movie! at first was totally out of nothing but we went there once we reach the MRT. Went to buy tickets for My Girlfriend Is An Agent before going to eat pepper lunch. U ate Salmon pepper rice while i ate beef steak. Went for the movie and ur seat is C22 while mine is C21! hall 7!(have the ticket) =x. HAHA. sent u home after that. good memories eh. memories...
y m i the pillar to my frens relationhip? Seek for me when u need help.. Run away when i need mine..
"Avalanche" the way i m moving is that fast. i can't stop. I wanna reach the top. No matter what the result is, I will still be happy. because that's all i m gonna do. Nights and rest well.Just wait till the time to tell.
sorry, i m not backing out this time.
I stopped thinking about anything but somehow when i chat back with her, i fall in love with her all over again..
Y do i still feel bitter?
Today, i had the scare of my life. i went to the store to claim the stock that is leftover from what i miss out yesterday, my manager rush me to get the stock quick because they need to get the list done by today so i go along with them. As the store manager place all the items on the trolley, there's one that weigh 21kg on the top. It's placed directly in front of my neck. i didn't care that much because i have pushed this weighs before. as i try to leave the room, i accidentally slams the trolley at the corner of the door. Guess wad, the 21kg box slams right into my throat. i could not breathe for around 3 mins and it's a total scare. The worst part is i m breathing thru my mouth because my nose was blocked. This 3 mins were nightmare. Luckily it wasn't serious, if not i would have died. Ended up having cuts in my neck area. other than this i had a quite relaxed day too. Now seriously i treasure my life more!!
I m not happy because i wanted to. I am happy because you wish that i m happy. I m not confident because i know myself. I am confident because you wanted me to be. Staying bright is what i need to do because i have nothing else to think about. I will still be your guardian angel until the day when u found the love of your life.. If it's not me, i will leave you slowly and one day u will enjoy life with your love ones. Just feeling satisfied that you accepted me once and it's enough because i know that you once trust me. Just feeling sad because i didn't know what to do. Hope i can know when i m needed and when i m not needed so i don't annoy you unnecessarily. I say i will win you, that's to show the confidence. seriously i know it's quite impossible now but i just hope for one special day to happen..
Noobie! Today was quite a slack day at work. nothing much happen today. hahas. wish its so peaceful everyday! ^^ sometimes its better to kill things than leaving it tangling in no where because that may cause other people to have red eyes. Well, you deserve better. Don't worry, all this bad feelings will disappear like it never happen before. U are the happy star! your smile brings laughter to others! ^^ jyjy!
The last time i remember i said the next time you cried will be tears of joy, I didn't achieve that.
Baka! today was the busiest day of my attachment life!! i ran around like a mad person trying to finish my job and still get scolded by my manager for not being able to manage my time well. I am all over the hotel trying to get things clear but everything is all wrong!!! i even cut my thumb trying to safe a christmas tree from falling. -.- haha! Trying my hardest to work hard and stay happy at the same time. Hard ar, but still achievable. even my supervisor is looking for a new job proves that this job is suck-up hardcore! thats all! time to slack liao. tmr chiong again! =>Hard work deserves a reward!!!
I just want to make you safe and warm. forever by my side and forever smiling because you are happy with me."I will win your heart. This time, no empty promises".
[Esther]
[Huai Min]
[Jun Jie]
[Derrick]
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