I know u won't read anymore.. But i have to say this. Many things about me i still don't understand well. I can't get my thoughts straight because i still am confused about what i m doing. Every time i meant well comes out to be an awful outcome. i am always straight-forward. Doing things and regretting it later. I never really understand why i m like this but i guess no one will. Sometimes i really regret not thinking about what i m going to do because everything will go wrong for sure. Now that its too late, I have to clear some stuffs. i never meant those words at all. I know u won't care already because i already said it. I know i hurt u again and again. Now that i get it, I just realize I have yet again blown everything away. I don't deserve to say i love you anymore because i have not proven it. Yet again..
[Esther]
[Huai Min]
[Jun Jie]
[Derrick]
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