Back to my knees now, everything went back to before. Get the motivations from an unexpected person, my aunt. I was shock when she told me she also suffer from motionless body halfway thru slp. It scare the hell out of her and she told me that those who have it will be more fearless in the future cus not many ppl have it.
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All i need is some time to rest myself with things i need to sort out. Now i no longer want to learn from others. I will experience it on my own without anyone teaching me. Maybe i fall down because i always thought i was right. I failed and maybe it hurt me now but nothing is not worth trying from now on. Too late is no longer the word for me.Hope when i m back, i m a totally new person. this chorus is dam meaningful to me now.
"if we crawl, till we can walk again, then we will run, until we are strong enough to jump, then we will fly.. until there is no wings, so lets crawl, crawl, crawl, back to love."
Till then, its time to be a real......
[Esther]
[Huai Min]
[Jun Jie]
[Derrick]
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