Dear life, 17 years have just past. In the first three years in secondary school, i didn't see any importance in friends because I was treated more like a worthless person than a friend. People make use of my to buy food and drinks for them. I was like their servant. I see meaningless in friends.My time have been wasted on people who treats me like rubbish. After the three years, i have been used to doing things for people and gain nothing in return. I feel numb in friendship because nothing is real. I used to be arrogant, proud.Over-confidence was obvious, this is the factor that people hated me a lot. I have made a true friend when i was secondary one but i didn't realize it until i was in secondary four. Many things change in secondary four when i finally have been able to find really good friends. And I know that only a few are my friends right now. I don't mind naming them because i m proud to be their friend.My dearest friends are Jia Leong, Jun Kai, Norman, Benjamin Cho, Wei Liang, Qi Hao, Jun Jie and Jian Howe.
To my good pal Jia Leong, you always have spare time to go out with me even if you are busy on some days. You never see me as an annoying person and even if i disturb you, you will forget about it like instantly. Know you since Sec 1, starting we only are soccer pals but now you are my good pal.
To Jun Kai, The person who treats me differently from other classmates. He is the first person who i see as someone with a unique attitude in life. Deep secrets are surrounding you but you will still hide it anyhow. Maybe i like to joke about you but you know that i am never serious about anything. Well, maybe u didn't care that much too so it makes it fun to be around with.
To Norman. The first friend that i feel that added colour to my transparent body. After the Cathay work i introduced, I will never ever in my life expect you to return me a message, a long meaningful message, of gratitude. It's the first time anyone, really anyone, would show me he really appreciate such a small thing i have done.
P.S.Maybe you have forgotten about it but it will stay in my mind forever.
To Ben Cho. The Cheezy of my life! HAHA. A really good friend that i know from secondary one but we only hangout on NCC occasions. Should have hangout with you more!!
To Wei Liang. For remembering me even though we only knew for 1 1/2 years. You are totally different from people who forgets me instantly when i left school. You are important!!! HAHA.
To Qi Hao. The very protective friend that is the greatest friend i have. A very strong and soft-hearted person. His kindness is always there and he helped me a lot. My number one friend!!
To Jian Howe. a important friend that is funny at times. haha. still rmb early morning roti prata? LOL?
to all my friend, thanks for enduring my linkless lame jokes. haha. lets remember the old times and look forward to the future tgt!! =]
TYVM.
[Esther]
[Huai Min]
[Jun Jie]
[Derrick]
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