Today, i had the scare of my life. i went to the store to claim the stock that is leftover from what i miss out yesterday, my manager rush me to get the stock quick because they need to get the list done by today so i go along with them. As the store manager place all the items on the trolley, there's one that weigh 21kg on the top. It's placed directly in front of my neck. i didn't care that much because i have pushed this weighs before. as i try to leave the room, i accidentally slams the trolley at the corner of the door. Guess wad, the 21kg box slams right into my throat. i could not breathe for around 3 mins and it's a total scare. The worst part is i m breathing thru my mouth because my nose was blocked. This 3 mins were nightmare. Luckily it wasn't serious, if not i would have died. Ended up having cuts in my neck area. other than this i had a quite relaxed day too. Now seriously i treasure my life more!!
I m not happy because i wanted to. I am happy because you wish that i m happy. I m not confident because i know myself. I am confident because you wanted me to be. Staying bright is what i need to do because i have nothing else to think about. I will still be your guardian angel until the day when u found the love of your life.. If it's not me, i will leave you slowly and one day u will enjoy life with your love ones. Just feeling satisfied that you accepted me once and it's enough because i know that you once trust me. Just feeling sad because i didn't know what to do. Hope i can know when i m needed and when i m not needed so i don't annoy you unnecessarily. I say i will win you, that's to show the confidence. seriously i know it's quite impossible now but i just hope for one special day to happen..
[Esther]
[Huai Min]
[Jun Jie]
[Derrick]
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