Wad an interesting life i m leading. I donno i should continue to stay happy or not. So many events happening. Tuesday, the day i gonna take my blood test results. Not really feeling worried cus wad is the worst possible outcome anyway? Waiting for many things to happen in my life. Happiness is really a show, to show that i m stronger than before. Silly trying to make u believe in me once more. Maybe we are just fated to be friends ba. Cus i still lacks some things. I know one day i will be able to find it.the key. Trying to be friends again takes time. Cus we used to be so close and suddenly we need to be separated from the part between couple and fren. Let me learn. this time, i m learning to be a friend. Even if u dont need a fren like me, i will try my best. may time tell.. Looking back, I realize i know nothing. Absolutely nothing. Dont blame me. I m slow. Let me catch up again. No excuses this time. Cus i wanna be successful.